Lyrics
When Ed awoke on March first he was filled with a self loathing he could not
endure
I had no desire to continue living with all the problems that were inside my
head
Unable to make a living, at age 49, Alec walked into the woods near his house
and shot himself
I have taken my life in order to provide capital for you, it’s purely a
business sensation I hope you can understand that
I have to undergo the constant pressure from auditsis and its more than I can
stand, I just don’t have the energy to start over
I didn’t want to mess up the house so I’m back by the canoe
Dr. Frank Galveston had his distinguished and productive career
He had a wife and kids; to all the world he appeared to have a rich and happy
life
But at age 56 Frank walked down to his favorite beach in Pensacola Florida
And shot himself in the head
Dearest Samantha, I can no longer endure the pain, I can longer endure the pain,
I can no longer endure the pain
We have often talked about when a persons time is up, and mine is now
My fucked up life
I came home and found our son lying dead on his bed of a gunshot wound
He had his headphones on and there was an Ozzy record on the turntable so we
called our lawyer
I’m angry I hate you I also, of course I’m not too satisfied with myself,
I’m not taking things very well, and im gonna blow up the whole thing,
individual tanks of filled. and a message maybe even stated explicitly,
verbally, the individual says
I hate you you’re an evil person I, uh, want you to, uh, jump out the window,
or kill your self, or shoot yourself, or make yourself a sacrifice to the
deity, and uh, goes ahead and does it
I just looked back and got the for me and closed my eyes, and…
Falling, falling from my oppression
God where are you now
Falling, falling from my oppression
God where are you now
Where are you now
God where are you now
Sanctity, the devil brought to me
And he told my fate
Sanctity, Sanctity, Sanctity, Sanctity
Sanctity, the devil brought to me
And he told my fate
Sanctity, Sanctity, Sanctity, Sanctity