Led you so far down
I could tell you’d never been
Told me that time’s near
And how it will change everything
I’m not so open like the window you are
The glass just reflects the scar
Told me that you had to leave
But how the fuck does that change anything?
Your glare is the faintest, no brightness to show
I made the best of what I thought was impossible
You were the spade I used to dig this hole
Blistered my skin to the bone
Swear all the pain’s done, no trace or tremor here
Or am I still numb? Have I been this whole year?
So let me bite down, feel the clench in my teeth
'Til I come around, then relapse and repeat
Then relapse and repeat
Your glare is the faintest, no brightness to show
I made the best of what I thought was impossible
You were the spade I used to dig this hole
Blistered my skin to the bone
Now you’re gone
Now you’re gone
Now you’re gone
Now you’re gone
Now you’re…